diary

31.7.2025

Another concert today - I'm on a roll!
A few people (vanillamilkshake, maschinensturmer and frutigeraeroarchive) actually followed my site too, my account isn't a week old yet so I can't comment on things but you're all so cool!!! yayyayyy

I got my Azumanga Daiou anime box set today that I had ordered~~ It's so cute! It has these insert booklets with character reference sheets and interviews and stuff! I got it for a good price used because the area code is not the code for where I live. But I'm cool so by DVD player is area code-free! yay!

Here are some scans I took of the booklets:

Yomi is my favorite character in Azumanga + Chiyo-chan is too young to watch her own series

30.7.2025

I went to a concert with a friend today. The venue was really hot and I started feeling weak and anxious pretty quickly and had to leave early.
The concert was great so I think today will leave a happy memory. ^-^

I worked on my site today too, changed the layout, made a list of stuff I'd like to add, scavenged the net for cute graphics and whatnot.
I'm still pretty anxious writing stuff here - though I don't think anyone's even reading this yet. I'm scared of being annoying or looking stupid or being too much of a downer, the usual stuff. I hope I'll get over it soon. I want to have fun with this site.

28.7.2025

I've been home all day today, reflecting on the loneliness I've been feeling for a long time now. It's a weird feeling, growing up with the internet being more real than the real world, but finding that my reality consuming and destroying me whole, and having to leave, getting rid of my smartphone and social media accounts... I can't seem to find balance with my life. I couldn't go back to using a smartphone now that I'm finally free. But it's not like I hate the internet as a whole, I just hate the parts that I'm expected to use, if that makes sense? But it's so tiring to hate, I want to like the internet again. So maybe a personal website would be a good compromise, since they're trendy again and all? ( • ⩊ • )

I've set up my computer in the living room near the AC. The heat is pretty bad this year so I'm also sleeping on the sofa here ^^*. Besides working on my site I ate some watermelon and watched anime (Saki and New Game!!).